Want
i'm still eating what is bad for me
and tonguing at my cavities
like it's out of my control
out of my control
these things are coming gradually
but i'm sliding downwards actively
like it's out of my control
but i'm always in control
this is where i've ended up
because all i do is crave
i'm stared down by my urges
as they beg and salivate
like a dog with those desperate eyes
and i won't say no
i'll cave in an instant all because i can't take it slow
and i want it
i want it
i want it
i'm freezing up reactively
like i've become a plastic me
as if it's out of my control
out of my control
i'm losing brain cells rapidly
but i think i just need half of these
and it's under my control
remember how i'm always in control?
i don't like what i've become
fry my brain up every day
and weight it down with dopamine
and little debbie's zebra cakes
but you gotta give it to me
at least i stick to something
yeah you gotta hand it over
cuz i want it
i want it
i want it
i want it
i want it
i want it
i want it
i want it
i want it