Up Days
choked up in the riteaid candy aisle
even on the up days I can't make it to the end
every small decision takes a while
paralyzed by options and the timelines they break off in
these gummy worms are 2 for $3
but when you bite them you can feel it in the core of your teeth
oo uh oh I started too high up again
oo uh oh I wish I had some say in it
oo uh oh it's suddenly torn out my hands
I feel my stomach drop
I chew my fingers off