Tails
so this is heartbreak
this is pining
it's unraveling myself after all this intertwining
the carpet got pulled out and i'm standing by my lonesome now
but where's the headache?
where's the crying?
where's the real emotion? i know it's something hiding
please start swelling up cuz i'm still living in what
i thought i had yesterday
so i'll move out fast
because sharing a bed with someone who doesn't
love me back
makes me feel like i'm not alone
so my reaction times are slowed
try to feel as efficiently as possible
cuz i want this to go away, yeah
pretending that the sadness here is optional
cuz i don't feel the weight
this protection
that i'm wrapped in
cuz i'm thinking through emotion instead of just letting it happen
people asking how i've been but none of it has hit me yet
moving into a new apartment
day one of starting again
that's when something cracks ajar
and everything bursts in
try to feel as efficiently as possible
cuz i want this to go away
there's gotta be a way to make this optimal
and i'll clear this out today, yeah
pretending that the sadness here is optional
but i still feel the weight
yeah i still feel the weight